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Name: Elaine
Country: Singapore
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Birthday: 4/3/1992
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Monday, November 16, 2009

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009



You said we'll get over this, you don't know how it'll happen, but time would make sure it does.
It's been almost a year. And we're not healed at all.


Monday, November 09, 2009

There was no rush of warm air

I don't know what to do, how to help, what to say. I'm bad enough at dealing with loss myself, but I should be stronger and I should help somehow but I'm lost.

I really think I should start praying now. At least for God to give strength to those I love and for everyone to be okay.


Searching for a former clarity

"Doesn't matter how tough we are, trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home, it changes our lives, trauma messes everybody up, but maybe that's the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap. Maybe going through all of that is what keeps us moving forward. It's what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up, before we can step up." - Alex (Grey's Anatomy)


Saturday, October 31, 2009

Trying to make things right

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I hope I'm right that things are going okay, and we've been okay and I just want to be here for you. Hope this will last too, reading back old stuff got me really :( and scared, but we're going to be okay <3
On another note I can't figure out what happened, I'm just sad things are the way they are right now, I think inside of me I'm just afraid but I wish things could be the way they used to be.
And for the rest, I'm very, very sorry (especially for yesterday) I really think I need anger management; but thank you for being there esp J & P for keeping me calm and everything; I'm really really sorry.

A year ago, we graduated! :)
This year really went by so fast. And I hope the next will be alright too, even if it'll be different.



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